January 31, 2026. 12:31 PM

Yesterday, a "confessions account" for my school was made. Not the first of its kind, this account would post anonymous messages from people at the school. What was supposedly supposed to be an account that published people's crushes or whatever actually just devolved into different groups of people hurling insults at one another, and generally creating a hostile environment. To add to this, there was a rival account that was censoring things and filtering out certain "confessions", which led to a whole new drama. Incredibly, the account was taken down before midnight the same day, but not before causing great turmoil. My name was not mentioned in any serious capacity, which I am thankful for. I haven't really given anyone any reason to say anything bad about me as far as I know, but I would like to remain a lesser known figure at my school. This is what makes what I did next shocking, even to myself. I made a new confessions account. I know. I'm ashamed. Luckily, instagram's anti-bot features made me unable to follow people anymore, so the account will never grow because not enough people will ever see the account. There is another confessions account too, but I don't think this one will have the traction the other one did.

January 28, 2026. 11:07 PM

Why do people feel the need to lie so badly when excluding me :(

January 27, 2026. 10:19 PM

Feeling worthless and miserable. Thinking about her again. I know I messed up, but was it so bad she can't talk to me anymore? Its probably not that deep. I'm just lost in my thoughts locked up because of this snow.